Restless.

One word to define me right now.

Not your average fidgety types or pacing up and down - kind of restless.

Like something is stuck in my chest - kind of restless.

Breathing deeply makes it a little lighter. But that is only little. 

How else would you feel if you have already had conversations with the other in your head - but in reality, you are still waiting for the other person to open their mouth?

How else would you feel if you have finished creating your art/ your blog - but in reality, the page has to still finish loading?

How else would you feel when you are all set to make your dreams come true - but are stuck by inaction because you HAVE to wait it out - they HAVE to come to you?

Cycle of emotions for me.

Restless. Inert. Lethargy. Suffocating. Angry. Sad.

Break the cycle.

Now.